Replying love
letter
Reply Letter Equals Apology Letter
Dear Ily,
Hi ,how are you ?Are you still blaming me ,blaming
me for leaving you at that moment ?For that ,I know what I am saying now is
nothing as words will never fully express how sorry I am . I regret nothing
more in life than what I have done to you. It was wrong, stupid and immature
and ,I know ,you should not deserve any of the grief and anger I have caused
you . It is too late for me to make any
amends ,sorry..........and I hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive
me .
1986 ,the year I found my first lover ,and also the
year we ended our love .I can still vividly remember all the sweet memories in
that year .But ,due to the eager in pursuing my dreams I finally chose to
further my tertiary education in Germany .That year ,I got a government
scholarship after getting the offer from
Humboldt University of Berlin successfully .I knew my chance came .However ,it
was hard for me to choose whether accepting that attractive offer or the life continue
with you in UTP. Seriously ,it was too hard for me to decide .That time ,my
parents strongly disagree our relationship ,what they thought was I should be a
tough and mature man ,making my ambition and career as the priorities .They forced
me to accept the offer and I had no choice but to obey them .
The first year in Berlin was really a difficult and
torturing time for me .I had to slowly accustom myself to living at there
.Getting adapted to the native culture there and the single life was the time
my new life began .I reminded myself that singleness would be recognised as a
vital stage of the journey to maturation ,a time to learn about who I am ,to
learn responsibility and self-sufficiency ,to identify my true desires ,and to
confront my inner strengths and demons . Was only kept reminding me to be less
thinking about you ,I was able to concentrate in my studies and had a more
critical mind in doing researches .
11 years later ,I was awarded a Ph.D . degree and graduated
for Humboldt University .Very soon ,I was employed by a American company and I
had moved to US .It was a difficult time when I heard from an old friend there
,saying that you have got married with Ah Gua ,our UTP classmate ,I really got
hurt .
I was determined and kept telling myself to forget
you .Not sooner than that ,I fell in love with an American Chinese ,Jane Lin
,and we got married in the second years .We have three children ,the eldest is
15 year-old now.
That's all that I can explain .I know it hurts you
..............I am very irresponsible ,sorry.............
Well ,thank you for still remember me and put so
much efforts in finding me .I know I am not a gentleman .It is not worth for
you to keep loving me. Believe me, there are still many good men waiting for
you .Hope that you will have your own blessed and happy life very soon .Although
we are not in love now ,but still we are close friends ,right ?Keep in touch.
From ,
your old friend
Jia Yen
Lim Jia Yen
17453
Electrical and Electronic Engineering
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