Sorry for the late replyment. I'm doing good so far. My kids, are also doing well. All you heard about my first son is true, yes he just graduated from Oxford University. I am, with all my heart very proud of having him as my son. Congratulations for you too, as your child is now working in Austria. I am very sorry to hear that you are all alone now.
Keith, thanks for your concern, but I don't need your sorry upon my husband's death. Yes, I am missing him damn much eventhough I know that things that have gone can't be redeemed back. But for me, it's only his body that passed away but his soul remains alive in my heart. I think you should feel the same too, as you are saying that your wife passed away 6 years ago.
You asked me to recall our old life back, right? But the things you mentioned in your letter were only the nice memories. How about the bad? You don't right? Okay, let me be the one who recall back the bad memories. Do you remember, the day when I was walking in the rain, all wet with no umbrella because I was on my way to your house to wish you happy birthday that night. Unfotunately, I saw you with the red-dressed girl, walking together under one umbrella. What shocked me the most was that when you kissed her cheek. I was totally heart-broken during that moment. You saw me, standing in the rain coldly, but you just looked at me as I was nobody in your mind and never exist in your life. You continued on walking with while I was left cold, sad watching your steps. After that, I ran to my home and totally changed my mind. I told daddy that I was going to follow him to move to Arizona. That's why you never see me again after that right?
And now, after years passed, you are asking me to give you a second chance? You are waiting for my reply so this is my answer. No. I don't want to be together with you back. I have forgiven you long time ago but I will never forget the things that you have done to me. My love for you died years ago and now I only have the love towards my late husband in my heart. And I hope this will be the last that I heard about you. Please let go all of the memories as life is moving on. Let me live happily with my lovely kids. And I hope you will find your own happiness and sorry that it is not me. Goodbye, Keith.
Sincerely,
H
No comments:
Post a Comment