Dear Stone-hearted,
Why! Why? After
all these years, you still come back to haunt me! I have been trying and
forcing myself very hard for many years to forget what you have done to me. I also
tried to forgive your fault as forgiving you is the best way of healing my
scattered soul. You are so neglectance that you didn’t admit what you have done
to me and even worse, not taking any action to find out my well-being after you
counln’t contact me! You truly have the thickest face in the world and you are
the most selfish person that I ever met.Or, should I call you an animal wearing
a human skin! How on earth you still dare to call me to be together with you
without any shameful thought after you have hurted me thoroughly. My heart is
bleeding profusely and the wound had turned into scur which imprinted deep
inside my heart. Worse come to worse, you still acting like nothing had
happened and telling stupid lie to cover up your mistake. What “prove that I
worth the wait”, “I’m your first love, hope to be the last one too”. Shut up! You
are so fake! Since you are so shameless, I also no need to be polite with bad
guy like you. Your letter had flashed back all the horrible memories of the
past after you dumbed me. I have made up my mind to face them. Today, I will be
dealing with you one by one.
Still remember
that night that you dumbed me? I cried and my tears kept dropping like heavy
downpours. But, you just walked away without looking back. I’m very sad and
each of your words were like sharp needles penetrating my heart. That day seemed
like the end of the world to me. While wiping away my tears, I ran as fast as I
can to leave the sad place in your opposite direction. Sad ness overwhelmed my
mind and heart, I didn’t know where I’m running into. When I realised, I
already in the dark forest behind the campus. Suddenly, a pair of black hands
pulled me into the bushes and I’m being raped…………….I shouted to the most for
help but no one came for rescue. Oh no! I really can’t continue the writing, my
mind is full of the scenes of that incident and negative thoughts keep knocking
on my head. I will become mad if I keep recalling what had happened on me
during that night in the forest. My unlucky is because of you! You know why? After the bad guy left me alone in the forest,
although I thought of committing suicide, I still force myself to be strong to
find you. My mind was full of you, you were the only person that I wanted to
see that time. I truly believed that you would help me out. But, what I saw had
broken my heart into pieces………I saw you dating with Jenny who turned out to be
you wife after graduating. You are a big liar! Do you think it is fun playing
with people’s emotion? Are you shock that I knew everything from the beginning?
Even though writing to a creature like you is a waste of my time, I still have
to write it to express my anger.
Poor Jenny,
luckily she left you but I’m sorry for her illness. She was innocent but life
had treated her badly to marry a playboy like you. But, bad people will get the
punishment, just a matter of time. Your punishment had come, you had no
children. Haha! Congratulation! You deserved it. Thanks to you, I’m raped to
pregnant and gave birth to a baby. You had caused me to become a single mother
at such a young age. My family hated me as they thought I’m a shame to them. They
forced me to leave them……I had no choice but to stop my study and work from
early morning until late night to survive. Fortunately, my hard works had paid
off and I made a decent living now with my child. But, all these have nothing
to do with you, if you do not dumb me at first, I will not have to go through
all these hardships for the past 20 to 30 years. I can live happily under the
showering of love from my family members. My life can be 360 degree different
and for sure way better than now. Your childish and irresponsible act during
that night had destroyed my whole life and you still lie to me like you always
do. Who you think I am? A prostitute? I curse you to be lonely forever, never
and ever write to me again. Don’t try to
find me, if I see you appear in front of me, I swear to God I will tear you
into pieces!
Angrily,
By: Ch’ng Shen Yen 17217
Foundation
PE Semester 1
Batch January 2012
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